Christmas Turkey?

Could you eat this bird? We were supposed to have her for Christmas dinner, but I don't know if we will have the heart to do her in. We had 10 turkey chicks, and when there are many you don't get to know them. But this year, the raccoons killed 9. So... this one turkey is left, and we got to know her, and she is nice. So I don't know... maybe we'll have ham this year.